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#Affa Night Story

Night only comes to those who feel dark. Happiness only visits when the world feels incredibly beautiful. I think we all deserve happiness and have the right to laugh. It's just that I'm confused and questioning. When will happiness come to me? When will happiness come to those who shed tears almost every day?

I'm just tired, but I have to keep fighting. If you find this writing, it means God wants you to understand that you are not alone in feeling hurt. It means God wants me to share about my struggles and the wounds of those who can't laugh silently. Struggle is one of the challenges that are becoming more and more real. It gets wilder every day, cutting through the patience I've been holding back.

Would you be willing to hear my story? Indeed, it's a story about what I lack and my perspective on money. Why does it relate to money? Because it is an issue that has a significant impact on my life. Not just mine, but the lives of those who also suffer due to the financial crisis, which is considered the benchmark for friendship standards, basic living needs, and even the cost of education.

At first, money wasn't everything to me. However, as time went by, I began to feel its increasing importance. When I was in the second year of high school, I felt that this was a crucial moment for me to prepare for university. Many people were competing to join tutoring classes to improve their grades and better prepare themselves. Who doesn't know that nothing in this world comes for free? We all know that. At that time, I really wanted to be like most people and join a tutoring class to get into my dream university.

I realized that shouldn't be my expectation. I understood that I'm just a child from a simple family with a salary sufficient to meet daily needs. I believe money can determine everything. Most smart people around me are there because they have money. Why is that? Because with money, their parents provide perfect nutrition, access to technology, and additional learning opportunities with professional teachers. But I will break that assumption by overcoming this challenge.

Then, what about weaknesses? Actually, the weakness lies within myself. I am confused whether it falls into one of my weaknesses. I am someone who likes to learn many things and is quite egoistic. Learning many things disrupts the focus in my life and my goals. Sometimes I want to improve and always strive to renew myself. However, not everyone accepts and appreciates it. Many underestimate me and challenge me as if life is a competition that must be won. I don't see it that way.Not to mention the people who consider me crazy. They just don't know that the best solution to calm myself in anxiety and all burdens of problems is to laugh and be happy until it seems foolish. I just need time to prove that I am special.

I hope those of you who are reading will become more grateful and able to withstand and rise from all forms of problems you face. If there are any issues, I am ready to be your best listener. My friend...

 Goodbye and Good Night..:)

Have a nice day for tommorow 

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